Camilla Thurlow & Jamie Jewitt Expecting Their First Child
By Cara Dudgeon
3 years ago
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'So @jamiejewitt_ and I have managed to make something pretty special and we're not talking about the video... #17weeks #October2020(sic)'.
'OH MY F*****G GOD [heart eye emojis] I am so excited!!!!(sic)'.
'Oh my this is just beautifully amazing I'm so happy for you both congratulations! This video had me grinning all the way through - so adorable'.
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'It's difficult for the people around you of course, if you're a people pleaser as soon as you start disappointing the people around you because you're feeling like that then you're trapped in that, is just a constant negative spiral.
'You start to entertain thoughts about what not being alive would be like, even if it's just letting that cross your mind or whether it becomes a more serious thought pattern.
'But then there's just this constant feeling of unease, just in general, and it starts to become unbearable to be inside my own head all the time and I get completely trapped in it, trapped in a really sort of negative spiral.
'It's hard to talk about this necessarily, it's not that the other option becomes any less terrifying but when life becomes unbearable like that you do start to think in a different way, it starts to change the way you look at everything'.
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